Last night, I had two scares. One, I dreamt that I had a Spanish final that I didn’t prepare for and I panicked since I don’t know Spanish or Spanish Law and no one knew which of the two the final covered. I also woke up in the middle of the night and thought someone was standing over my window. I have my curtains gathered in the middle of each pane so it looked like a fat man’s legs dangling. I seriously sat up staring at my window confused and wondering if I was about to die.
Needless to say. I didn’t sleep well afterwards thanks to either account. I set my alarm for 7 am and woke up at 8 am instead. I aimed for 18 miles and only tallied off 14. AT least I know that my legs still work…?
I started off the morning with coffee and boats (banana oats). In the bowl… oatmeal, oat bran, chia seeds, plain greek yogurt, mango greek yogurt, crushed almonds, soy milk, and a banana.

As usual, I didn’t *feel* like running, so I was a bit sluggish getting out the door. I kept telling myself that once I started, I’d feel a lot better about it. Of course I did, for the first 12 miles. I know I’ve done this to myself. Running just hasn’t been a priority with the move, school, work, and the weather. Excuses, but none the less valid excuses. When I signed up for the Delaware Marathon 6 months ago I was hoping it would be a PR race, but that was before everything got crazier than usual. I’m just trying to make it as less of a shitshow as possible.
I didn’t really have a plan, I decided that I’ll run over the Brooklyn Bridge then figure it out from there. I also brought a metrocard with me since I didn’t know where I’d end up, but also so I’d have an escape plan if I became completely miserable.
A few notes from the run…
Fucking tourists on the Brooklyn Bridge. LOOK AT THE PHOTOS!!! Bikers to the inside, pedestrians to the outside. I do NOT want to get run over by a bike because your heifer carcass and flock are taking up the entire lane to study your map of NYC. MEH! Also, I’m running. I do not want to take your photo. There were hundreds of tourists out at 9 am, ask one of them.
I felt good. I wanted to take it slow, but with the lack of running I’ve done over the past few months, I’m surprised that I didn’t really struggle.
I ran along the Hudson River. Then I ran in Central Park.
My feet hurt. I think I’m overdue for new shoes. Not an achy hurt, but a “I can really feel the ground and lack of support from my kicks.”
It was hot. I’m used to running in below 40 degree weather since it’s been so damn cold in the morning. It takes your body about 2 weeks to acclimate to warmth, so I was unprepared. I’ve been running in tights and long sleeves lately, even shorts and a tee was a complete shock.
Tourists were everywhere in Central Park. I was not amused. I don’t mind the tourists, I mind the rude tourists.
My legs were like lead from mile 10 on. At mile 12 I just wanted to stop. I was tired and hungry and hot and thirsty. Only a few water fountains were on so I went longer than usual without taking water which made me cranky.
Once I got back to the west side of the park at 72nd I decided to stop at 14 instead of subjecting myself to 4 more miserable miles. Surprisingly I didn’t run as slow as I thought I did, I just don’t think I could have gone any further with tired feet and lead legs. But 14 is better than the 0′s I’ve been tallying!! Also, spinning workouts DO NOT make up for running. Hard lesson learned.
Thanks to friends venting on Twitter, I noticed that many others didn’t have great runs this morning so I don’t feel too badly about the forgotten four miles.

Came home, showered, took a nap, read some Civ Pro, watched some of the Flyers game (it’s tied now, COME ON.), and after the game it’s all about Crim Law. Joy. I thought a lot during my run, especially about the issues I wrote about yesterday. Still conflicted, time will tell.
And lastly, these things are like crack. I’m certain I’ll finish the bag tonight. Brain fuel. Also, my legs hurt.
